You Made Me

If there was a moment I could take back
Every option would be of you
Seeing your eyes, your smile, your careless whispers
Letting you break me out all I knew

I don't regret who I am now
But I regret that you're not here
I regret that me finally being me
Is thanks to the lost, but once dear

Who I am and Who I was
Who you fell for and Who you caused
How could I think you'd love them all
When all I have is the "bottom of your heart"

A peace of mind in a passive place
I've searched for this in an open space
But closed in, close to you
Was the only time I ever escaped the truth

You're gone, I'm here
Just making it clear...
Seeing your eyes, your smile
Your careless whispers
A broken heart takes a while
Because the deepest arrow hits first

Who I was and Who I am
Who you caused had unsteady hands
Not good for holding on
To you...

A passing thought, but still the truth
You made me.