Friday, October 15, 2010

Pride

Some say I'm naive
To still have pride
It was supposed to be crushed by now
But what's not to be proud of
I've survived
Through torment & teasing
Through bruising & bleeding
Through death & loss
Through memories I've lost
I've survived
I have my pride, by my side
Until the day I die
But don't mistake me
I'll still cry
I'm only human, and pride, is not a safe shelter
For one to hide
It's a temporary high for the vain
It's a temporary housing for the pain
It's a temporary plee for the insane
Still it survived
Me and my pride
Despite what we are
We're still alive.

The World

I could try to ease your pain
Let me tell you things will get better
The world is full of lies, if you let her in
They'll fix up all wounds
And cracked minds
Bend the rules and break the lines
It's about time
It makes up for being so cold
Bad lies out balance the good
In with the new out with the old
I'm sick, I swear
I'm not just cruel
In a world where hypocritical hystericals rule
I'm merely the jester in this court
Here to amuse your mind
And comfort your heart
I could try to ease your pain
Let me tell you things will get better
The world is full of lies, if you let her in

Fragile

Rip me apart
I'm sure it's not hard
It'll take two seconds
To cause me scars
Scars that will never heal
Because my skin is paper thin
Glue and tape can't fix me then
I've been a fool to think
I could grow

To think the world would somehow know

My name

I'm too fragile for this place...

Give Me Your Graces

I just found it today
The thoughts in my mind I had to seal up
They could make someone sane scream
But I don't mind that they're unsettling
They're where I can be what I want to be
So go on...

Give me your graces
Your blessings and your "holy" water
Give me your graces
But believe me
You could never slaughter feelings like this
They won't die down
In the name of your Judas
Give me your graces
I'll try to give you mine

You ever feel alone?
Those thoughts in my mind won't help me now
They could make me scream soon
But I don't mind that they're painful
They're where I can feel what I can't control
So go on...

Give me your graces
Your blessings and your "holy" water
Give me your graces
But believe me
You could never slaughter feelings like this
They won't die down
In the name of your Judas
Give me your graces
I'll try to give you mine

Maybe I do mind
I don't want to be trapped inside
Where there is no light
But I still hold on so tightly
To my wounded thoughts
Taking over me

Give me your graces
Your blessings and your "holy" water
Give me your graces
But believe me
You could never slaughter feelings like this
They won't die down
In the name of your Judas
Give me your graces
I'll give you mine

Thursday, October 14, 2010

How can I (lyrics)

How can I go on
Knowing you're not coming back
How can I get over that
It's not a simple thing to face
My whole world changes without your face
I know...I know...I know
It doesn't make a difference to you


But I'm here waiting
Hope is fading
That you will realize
Realize your mistake
Wish you would've stayed
I just don't feel the closure
It's not coming over
Like it should


How can I pretend
That you'll realize what you did
How can I understand that
You Left me here to fend for myself
A broken heart can't mend by itself
I know...I know...I know
It doesn't make a difference to you


But I'm here waiting
Hope is fading
That you will realize
Realize your mistake
Wish you would've stayed
I just don't feel the closure
It's not coming over
Like it should


How can I
How can you
How can I
How can you
How can I
Get over you?

I can't...


But I'm here waiting
Hope is fading
That you will realize
Realize your mistake
Wish you would've stayed
I just don't feel the closure
It's not coming over
Like it should

No, no, no...
So I'm here waiting
For you