Castles (lyrics)

I'm a little bit,I'm a little bit, I'm a little bit
Out of touch with reality
I never get it, I never get it
I only ever see what I believe
Believe me
I've tried to spell it out for myself
I ache through the nights I search for meaning in this hell

I've lived in secrets
And stolen heartbreaks
I've made my castle
Out of invisible bricks
And breaking, breaking
Is harder when you've got no walls
But making, making
My self-destruction is worth it all

I'm so sick of it, I'm so sick of it, I'm so sick of it
All the things I have to be
And I realized, yeah I realized
I only pretend to ever be me
To be me
It's harder than it looks
I search through the day for a way to make myself get through

I've lived in secrets
And stolen heartbreaks
I've made my castle
Out of invisible bricks
And breaking, breaking
Is harder when you've got no walls
But making, making
My self-destruction is worth it all

Crashing, crashing
I'm slowly seeing
Through it all
Break me, break me
I'm unafraid
about to fall

I've lived in secrets
And stolen heartbreaks(For I--)
I've made my castle
Out of invisible bricks
And breaking, breaking
Is harder when you've got no walls
But making, making
My self-destruction is worth it all